13 Ocak 2013 Pazar

Görünmez Zırhım




"20 yaşımdan beri beni her türlü beladan ve mutsuzluktan koruyan görünmez bir zırh olduğu duygusu vardı içimde. Bunu duygunun bir yanı, bana başkalarının mutsuzluğuyla fazla meşgul olmanın beni de mutsuz edebileceğini ve zırhımın delinmesine yol açabileceğiniz sezdirirdi."

6 Ocak 2013 Pazar

Never Was A Cornflake Girl


Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says;
éWhen you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed"
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
 

Greatest Peace Of All

 
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be..

This Might Be Madness

“It is not necessary for the public to know whether I am joking or whether I am serious, just as it is not necessary for me to know it myself.”

11 Aralık 2012 Salı

Missing Like Hell


Gözlerimi kapattım buradayım.
Daha iyi düşünüyorum, daha çok yazmak geliyor içimden, çıkarıp alışkanlığım olmadığı halde yağlı boya resim yapmak istiyorum. Yürüyorum tertermiz sokaklarda, ayakta bir kahve içiyorum. Kafam çok hızlı çalışıyor, ne yapmak istediğime dair çok netim. İç sesimi dinleyebiliyorum. İnsanlar beni yormuyor, sadece gülümsüyoruz.

Gözlerimi kapattım Roma'dayım yine. İçimdeki en güzel Ben'leri doğuran yerde..

10 Aralık 2012 Pazartesi

Just Running Out Of Time




“Because I always feel like running

Not away, because there is no such place
Because if there was, I would have found it by now
Because it's easier to run,
Easier than staying and finding out you're the only one who didn't run
Because running will be the way your life and mine will be described,
As in "the long run"
Or as in having "given someone a run for his money"
Or as in "running out of time"
Because running makes me look like everyone else, though I hope there will never be cause for that
Because I will be running in the other direction, not running for cover
Because if I knew where cover was, I would stay there and never have to run for it
Not running for my life, because I have to be running for something of more value to be running and not in fear
Because the thing I fear cannot be escaped, eluded, avoided, hidden from, protected from, gotten away from.."